Too bad

I've got a lot of things going through my mind. A lot has happened and a lot is still going on to happen. But certain things are not going to happen anyways. Too bad. When I get too excited about something, it doesn't happen. Things do not always go according to plan and I need to let go of having things come out my way. Wouldn't it be nice if there were a way to fast forward past my pain? Just press a button and speed up time to a point where I feel more balanced and rational. I hope you guys had a good day because I didn't. Something just doesn't seem quite right...